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Wednesday, November 2, 2011 // 1:07 AM

Its Wednesday.

The last day of exam. Well, for non-chinese-exam-takers.

I'm so stressed i cant take it anymore.

Its not only about exam.

Every time of the day, i'm cant stop thinking about it.

I'm a sensitive person, and i tend to overthink things.

I think about it over and over again, about what might happen, what should i do if it happens, and what will happen if it happens.

i know.

i sound riddiculous.

but that's just me.

when i received the photo today, i couldn't stop looking at it.

I'm not going to be here next year. was the first thing i thought of.

but i already made my decision, didn't i?

i'm a very vulnerable person. I hesitate a lot. Until the point where i start hating myself.

Thank god everything will be over on saturday.

i've done all i can for this year, i'm not doing it again the second year.

It's not that i dont want to, its just that i cant prioritise well. It'll affect my studies since i'm too lazy to study and easily distracted.

I think too much.





way too much.



siewmayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy